I am your Guardian Angel, and I'm standing by your side / LISA COPELAND
Weep no more for me, for though it seemed to you that I died, in truth I've never left your side. I've stood beside you through all your grief, your pain and tears;I am your Guardian Angel now and I'll guide you down the years...I was there on those quiet evenings when you knelt and prayed and when you kissed my photograph I felt your doubt and fear, and heard you wondering if I was safe and well and whether I was far away or near but I was there and remember this the Great God heard your prayer. For the Cosmic Mind that formed this wondrous Earth vast mountains ranges, oceans, life and trees whose spirit shines in the morning sky and whose voice is carried on the breeze, the power of this almighty God beats within each love sigh the Great Spirit is eternal and so are you, and so am I... And at some future time, in a spiritual world that lies ahead, I promise you we'll be reunited. I'll hold you in my arms again and kiss away your tears;but for now I will watch over you throughout the lonely years.So, weep no more for me, for you see, I never died I am your Guardian Angel, and I'm standing by your side.
Last night while I lay sleeping, My Baby Gene's voice I heard quite clear. I opened my eyes and looked around but he did not appear. He said, "You've got to listen. You've got to understand... God didn't take me from you, He only took my hand. When I cried out to God that day...the instant that I died, God reached out and took my hand, and pulled me to his side. He pulled me up and saved me from the misery and pain; My heart so badly hurting I could never be the same. My depression is now ended, I've found happiness within. All the answers to my emptiness and all that might have been. I love you all and miss you so... please don't keep asking why. My body's gone forever, but my spirit did not die! So live until we meet again, and please try to understand God didn't take me from you, He only took my hand. ~Author Unknown
HERE'S A SONG FOR YOU HONEY...I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH & MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY...10,000 LIFETIMES TOGETHER, THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT....MWAAAAAA....
"I Wanna Love You Forever"
You set my soul at ease Chased darkness out of view Left your desperate spell on me Say you feel it to I know you do I've got so much more to give This can't die, I yearn to live Pour yourself all over me And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees
[CHORUS] I wanna love you forever And this is all I'm asking of you 10,000 lifetimes together Is that so much for you to do? Cuz from the moment that I saw your face And felt the fire in your sweet embrace I swear I knew. I'm gonna love you forever
My mind fails to understand What my heart tells me to do And I'd give up all I have just to be with you and that would do I've always been taught to win And I never thought I'd fall Be at the mercy of a man I've never been Now I only want to be right where you are.
[CHORUS]
In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else That I would ever wanna be no I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you Loving me ... I'm gonna love
It's 2006 I hope your New Years Eve was full of happiness & peace in Heaven. I was thinking about you a lot tonight. I mean I always do but I was thinking about what I would have been saying to you today. I would have said Gene you need to make a meeting tonight and when you would have said nah not in the mood I would have said something like no you need to go cause this will be the last meeting of the year and you need to make a meeting today and tomorrow is a new year a new fresh start. I would have told you 2006 was going to be a better year for you. I would have told you everything is going to be alright. It's gonna get better. I keep replaying that stuff in my head all day & night...I wanted to be asleep when that ball dropped but I wasn't. I was actually at your apartment sad. Crying a lot. Missing you, laying in your bed looking around the room, almost as if I was looking for you. And when the ball dropped I couldn't help but cry my eyes out, but Blinkie & Holly, Jan & Joe were there to make me feel better. And they made a toast to you sweetie. When they hit theirs glasses like CHEERS, I gave blinkie my hand like a fist to his bottle lol cause I had no drink, lol...I wish they didn't have to move out of there ya know. When I go there I think about us and funny times, and now I won't be able to go there and sit back and enjoy memories. You know when I was standing in the room tonight I thought of one day when I walked in the house and you were in your room blasting the music and you didn't hear me come in and as I was walking into the room you were dancing. LOL...and you got so embarrassed remember that? You got red in the face and you had a look on your face like please T don't tell me you saw me dancing in the mirror. So I acted like nothing and talked to you like nothing, like I didn't see you getting "dangerous on the dance floor" lol cause I saw how uncomfortable you were and I didn't want to make you anymore uncomfortable. You know me and my mouth and I was about to bust your chops about that but I didn't cause I saw your cute innocent blushing face and said no it's not the right time. I never told you that and I'm not sure if you knew I saw you, well now you know anyway :) That's the day you said T, come dance with me let me see what you got. Remember? I can't remember the song we were dancing too, hopefully it will come back to me. I can't remember the song I walked in on either. Hopefully in time I will remember. So many memories, so many good ones. I am so grateful for that. I can say we shared so much laughter. So so much. Over the years Gene I can say 90% of our time spent together we were laughing. How good that feels. So very good, to know the smiles & laughs we shared. Thank you Gene, thank you from the bottom of my heart. This is why I am so lost without you. You built me up, made me laugh, made me see things I couldn't, made me see dreams that I lost. Made me have hope. You brought life back into me. And now that your gone, I'm so lost. You really did complete me. And to think you always said I was your rock, your safe place, HA, you had no idea you were mine. We were each others. We complimented each other so well. And now I lost my other half that's how I feel. Who is going to make me laugh and smile?Who is going to make me open my eyes? Who is going to set me straight? Who is going to assure me everything is going to be OK? Who is going to help me to dream and set goals? Who is going to protect me? Who is going to watch over me? Who is going to listen to me? Who can I trust? Who is going to wipe my tears? Who is going to comfort me? Who is going to hold me like you did? Who is going to love me the way you did? Who is going to give me those eyes? Who is going to teach me new things? Who can I depend on? Who is going to complete me? These days my answer is NO ONE. I will never have what I had with you ever again in my life, this I am certain. I love you Gene, I love you so very much. I miss you like crazy. Forever Rest in Peace Sweetie. And today is the first day of a New Year. I pray to God that you have a peaceful New Year in Heaven and know how much I love you. Good Night Sweetheart, Happy New Year in Heaven. I love you, Tina...
Hi Honey, It's New Year's Eve and you should be here right now. I should be telling you to go to a meeting tonight for New Years and I should be with you and bringing in the New Year with you. Hopefully like usual I sleep through it. I miss you so much. I am actually getting ready to come see ya but as I was getting dressed I put the radio on and the first 2 songs came on of course that make me think of you, this is one of them that came on and I had to take a moment sit & cry and put the site on and look at your face while it played. I miss you so much sweetie so very much. You know what this song means...I love you Gene...I will write to you later on tonight...& if I am up when this ball drops (hopefully not lol) I will be here and do the count down with you on the site for you...I Love You...Mwwwaaaaaaaa...x0x0x0x0x0x0x.... Remember our revised lyrics to songs or how we replied to the lyrics in the song? Well here is mine for this song now...I changed my replies since you are gone... Your Beautiful...James Blunt... My life is brilliant. (it once was) My love is pure. (always will be) I saw an angel. (My Angel Gene) Of that I'm sure. (He makes sure lol) She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man. (u said step off lol) But I won't lose no sleep on that, (no u'll handle that lol) 'Cause I've got a plan. ("listen, listen this is what we're gonna do" lol u always got a plan lol)
You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true, I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye, As I walked on by. She could see from my face that I was, F**king high, And I don't think that I'll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you.
Lalala lalala lalala lalala laaaaaa
You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she thought up that I should be with you. But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you
Gene how handsome and strong you are / Desie Cedeno (cousin)
Gene that is why I am asking you to help your family through this time of sorrow. Laurie needs your help right now and ofcourse your parents too. Gene, you were definitely one brave guy. And I know everyone in your family is sick and tired of hearing this, but I do believe you are at peace. Keep watching over your family and one day we will get together up there. And then I am going to smack you. LOL Love, ya always Desie.
Thinking of you right now... / Tina
I'm thinking of you right now as I always do and I can't help but smile looking at your beautiful face. You always made me laugh & smile all the time. I miss that so much, now it feels like I have to force a smile or force a chuckle. I'm so lost without you Gene, so very lost. I keep saying why aren't you here? I would give anything I mean ANYTHING in a heartbeat to have you back here with us. I keep saying to myself over and over again why didn't he call me? You called me every night no matter what time, and I can't stand saying why didn't Gene call me...Then I start to think will that question ever go away? I was thinking about your leg lock tonight lol how you would hold me all night and not let go, lol how I couldn't breath or move, but you didn't care I wasn't allowed to get outta that lock...lol...It's now I miss those leg locks & sleeping in your arms. You would drive me crazy back then cause I wasn't comfortable and couldn't breath cause you held me too tight lol but now I miss that so much. My Big Teddy Bear...I miss my Teddy...I try to hold pillows at night and think like I am holding you laying on your chest but it doesn't work...I miss you sweetie so very much...I will always love you...I just hope the days get easier to cope with. Cause I'm telling you it's getting harder and harder this pain is unbearable at times. I love you baby, I love you very much...Forever Rest in Peace My Love...Mwaaaaaaa... Close
I love you Gene and miss you so0o0o0o0o much. I spent the day with Brendan & My God how much of you I see in him. I know you are so proud of him, he is a smart, kind, loving, emotional, sweet, talented boy. He looks up to you so very much and talks about you all the time when I am with him. He loves you so dearly. I wish you were here right now to spend time with him like you wanted to. I wish you were here to make him laugh. He misses you so very much, like we all do. I love you so much Gene, I can't say it enough. I would give anything to have you back here with us. Every moment of every day you are on my mind, in my thoughts & my prayers. I know I say this all the time but I miss you more & more every moment that passes. Sometimes I truly believe this is not real, I think you are coming back, your away or we are having an argument and just not talking right now. But a part of me knows the reality and I guess I don't want to accept it so I block it out or continue to live in denial, I guess it makes it easier. I don't know Sweetie, I just know I want you back, I miss you with all my heart, I need you, I love you and I will never love again the way I loved you, it won't be possible, it'll never happen!!! I just pray that you are waiting for me on the other side & that when my time comes I will see your beautiful face again and we will spend eternal life together. This is all I can hope for now. That God will allow us to spend eternal life together. You are my soul mate. I love you baby xoxoxoxoxo <333 Oh I almost forgot to tell u sweetie I know this was you bring me luck on Christmas Day my Mom bought me a King Kong (which I always used to call u king kong lol) scratch off and the ticket number was 340 right (that reminded me of 340 cuda) and I won $100, :) I know that was you bringing me luck on Xmas Day... I <3 U...Mwaaaaaa
It so not right, you not being here. Sometimes I think it's a horrible dream. I'm going to wake up and you being gone won't be true. I have been wanting to go visit you but just couldn't bring myself to go there but I will. It is very hard dealing with this. Sometimes I think I can't do this but it not like I have a choice. I don't understand why your gone. I know that you are but don't understand "WHY"? I feel this deep deep emptiness inside me. I pray that God helps me get though with out gaining a hundred pounds. I know I should write more and do the things I need to do. I miss you more than words can say. I love you little Gene. You will always be my little Gene.
Love and Miss you / Debbie Eremita (Godmother/Aunt)Read >>
Love and Miss you / Debbie Eremita (Godmother/Aunt)
Dear Gene,
I wish words could change everything, but we all know it does not work like that. All I could say is for you to some how in some way talk to your Mom, Dad, Laurie and let them know your Ok with Jesus and your Ok with them and for them to be happy in their life and to rememeber you always with a smile and good thoughts.
I hope you feel all the Love we have for you. I wish I had one last chance to say that to you, but I believe you knew it anyway.
Please sleep in peace and always feel our Love
Love you, Aunt Debbie Close
Thinking of you / Desiree Bungay (cousin)
I have held off for awhile cause I had nothing really deep to write, then I relized I didn't have to say anything deep. I think of you all the time. I remember when you Lived above the deli with your dad and all the good times we had Joking, laughingand just hanging out. You throwing buckets of water on us while we were playing handball and the time you ran into Beckys apartment with the video camera when we were singing into hair brushes. I hope you found the peace that you were looking for. And I know that you are up in heaven watching over your family and friends because they really need you. We all miss you very much. Close
Another Christmas Poem... / Tina
I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below. With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow. The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away that tear; For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear. But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you the joy their voices bring. For it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart. But I am not so far away, we really aren't apart. I cannot tell you of the splendor or the peace inside this place Can you imagine Christmas with our Savior, face to face?
I will ask him to light your spirit as I tell him of your love. So then pray for one another as you lift your eyes above. So be happy for me, dear ones, you know I hold you dear. And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above. I sent you each a memory of my undying love. After all, love is a gift more precious than pure gold. It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do. For I can't count the blessing or love he has for each of you. So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear. Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year Close
Merry First Christmas in Heaven My Love... / Tina Dore Read >>
Merry First Christmas in Heaven My Love... / Tina Dore
M
y Dearest Gene,
First
off let me start by saying Merry 1st Christmas in Heaven. I miss you so very much. I love you will all my heart & soul. I was just sitting here reading some of your letters you wrote to me and I couldn't help but cry my eyes out. Your words so touching, so moving. In one of your letters to me you wrote "anyway they say honesty is the key to acceptance and acceptance will lead you to serenity It's freedom of the mind & soul." My God Gene, such powerful words, all your letters contain such loving, powerful words. Although I must say while reading & crying I came across a few that made me burst out laughing. I could hear your voice in my head as I was reading them. I could feel you with me. GENEEEEEEE I just scream your name like this all the time. This pain is so unbearable. You can't imagine how much I miss you. My life will never be the same. I'm a mess without you. So many other letters have such loving words, I can't reread them right now I was too much a mess. That one line from one letter stuck in my head. Cause that is who you are, such an honest sincere person. The other main parts of your letters are how much you love God. How connected you felt to God, the relationship with God and your strong faith. These parts of your letters stick out in my mind, GOD, how important he is to you and how much faith you had in him. I can only hope to find the same faith you had in him. I can only hope to one day have such a relationship with him. You know another thing that sticks in my mind is how you always said to write to you & show you some love :o) I haven't wrote to you in a lil in the journal I bought that I write to you in, but I'm gonna start again. I'm gonna make it a point to write to you once a day even if it's not a novel lol even a short note. And I am going to start putting more letters to you when I come see you at the cemetery. I know I have only put a few but I promise to write to you more. Well Sweetie I am going to try to go to sleep to have Sweet Dreams of You...I love you very much. I miss you with all my heart. And I know this Christmas you are in Heaven celebrating with all the Angels & looking down on us sending your love. Merry Christmas in Heaven Sweetie. I love you for all eternity. Forever Rest in Peace My Love. Mwaaaaaaaaa x0x0x0 (remember I used to sign all your letters like that :o) lol) I LoVe YoU GeNe!!! Close
I miss you so very much, this pain is not healing at all. There are days I feel like I have some hope of better days they will come but they seem so far away and feel like they won't come. The more time passes the more I realize your not coming back. I don't know how to deal with this. I am trying my best and it doesn't seem good enough. I know they say time will heal and I pray that it does. I can't stand this heartache I have. My tears are never ending. My brain is spinning in circles. I just miss you so much. At times I truly believe this isn't real, this is like a dream or your just not here, your away somewhere and will be coming back soon. And Gene I swear to you I truly believe it at times. Then I remind myself, Tina he is not coming back...and this is where the pain comes on stronger. The heartache throbs and doesn't stop and my downpour of tears doesn't end. I guess I allow myself to live in denial for short periods of time because this is just to hard to cope with. I sit and think about you and as I cry I have tears of sadness but quickly turn to tears of joy. All I have to do is think of your smiling face, your silly faces you'd make, your laughter, your wise cracks, your jokes and I laugh out loud. Gene how do I do this? How do I cope? I pray to God & you everyday to please help me and give me strength I know that is the only way I am going to deal with this is through God & You. You know there is a song I downloaded recently called View from Heaven from Yellowcard, that is the group of the song that sings the song Only One that I put on your CD's I made for you...
Only One Lyrics Broken this fragile thing now And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason I feel so broken up (so broken up) And I give up (I give up) I just want to tell you so you know (Chorus) Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you doYou are my only, my only one Made my mistakes, let you down And I can't, I can't hold on for too long Ran my whole life in the ground And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone And something's breaking up (breaking up) I feel like giving up (like giving up) I won't walk out until you know (Chorus) Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do You are my only my only one (Interlude) Here I go...so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one And I know...you can see right through me So let me go...and you will find some one Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, there's just no one...no one like you You are my only my only one My only one(x3) You are my only my only one!!
And from this group is this song now I play for you and it's perfect and I know you would like this song too if you were hear to listen to it with me sweetie the words are like this...
View from Heaven Lyrics...I'm just so tired Won't you sing me to sleep And fly through my dreams So I can hitch a ride with you tonight And get away from this place Have a new name and face I just ain't the same without you in my lifeLate night drives, all alone in my car I can't help but start Singing lines from all our favorite songs And melodies in the air Singin' life just aint fairSometimes I still just can't believe you're gone And I'm sure the view from heaven Beats the hell out of mine here And if we all believe in heaven, Maybe we'll make it through one more year Down here Feel your fire, When its cold in my heart And things sorta start Remindin' me of my last night with you I only need one more day Just one more chance to say I wish that I had gone up with you too And I'm sure the view from heaven Beats the hell out of mine here And if we all believe in heaven Maybe we'll make it through one more year Down here You won't be comin' back And I didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye) I really wish I got to say goodbye And I'm sure the view from heaven Beats the hell out of mine here And if we all believe in heaven Maybe we'll make it through one more year I hope that all is well in heaven Cuz it's all shot to hell down here I HOPE THAT I FIND YOU IN HEAVEN Cuz I'M SO LOST WITHOUT YOU DOWN HERE You won't be coming back And I didn't get to say goodbye (goodbye) I really wish I got to say gooooodbye...
That song is so beautiful right? I love it I listen to it everyday. Every word of that song fits so perfect...You know Gene there are days I feel your spirit sooooo strong it almost feels like I can reach out and grab you and I turn so quickly cause I feel like you are right there right behind me and then I turn and I start to cry cause your not there and I can't grab you so I close my eyes and imagine you there with me holding me like you used to do. Yesterday I looked into the mirror and imagined your face on my shoulder remember how we used to stand in front of the mirror and you behind me and you used to put your chin on my shoulder and our heads tilted into each other and smile at each other in the mirror and then turn and kiss...every time I look in the mirror I think of that all the time...How sweet and loving...My God Gene I miss you...I never experienced such emotion, such deep love like I experienced with you. How we could sit face to face and know exactly what each other was thinking and no words just looking into each others eyes. How we could lay in bed silent face to face just staring into each others eyes for such long periods of time and not say a word but know exactly what we were feeling and thinking. And your eyes how I miss them. So sincere, emotional, powerful, loving, comforting, seductive, tender yet sad eyes. My recent dream was all about your eyes looking at me...You really could see right thru me with those eyes...I always said that...Your eyes were so powerful and I could melt in seconds with your eyes and you knew exactly how to work them lol. I could be so mad at you and you just knew you had to get me face to face and what would happen? Gene would melt Tina in seconds with those eyes and I would instantly forget why I was mad at you, lol I knew inside Tina, stay mad, he got you mad, you gotta be mad lol but I would totally forget why I was mad in the first place cause those EYES made me melt, lol...That's why I had to stay mad at you on the phone cause you KNEW I would melt in seconds face to face lol...Even on the phone I couldn't stay mad at you, as hard as I tried lol you knew how to work me on the phone too...lol...I laugh now and I laughed then cause you always made me melt in minutes...Your so cute, I'm thinking of your faces right now smiling...crying but smiling...lol...Everyone that didn't know you that sees your pictures say all the time WOW what a HANDSOME MAN almost like they thought what they were gonna see...LoL...someone tonight said it again, I get that almost everyday from a new person from the group that looks at this page...I said I can see my cute lil shy Gene now blushing...And I smile and say thank them and say I know he is beautiful, he is an extremely handsome man...Well you knew that anyway right lol...how many times you would pose and say I'm a good looking guy lol...you just liked me to tell you that over and over again right?...lol...I never minded cause I loved you so much so I would chime in and tell ya how sexy you are...lol...Cause you are a Hottie :)...You know today when I was talking to you at the cemetery I could feel you. I know you are at Peace Gene. I know every day in Heaven you walk around with your beautiful smile on your face and you will never frown again. I know that you are in Peace, Love & Serenity...I know this I feel it...And I do thank God for that...You are finally in Peace like you longed for and I guess that's what gets me thru the day. Knowing that you are in Peace and full of Happiness and watching over us daily. Sending us your love. I see the signs all the time. With the shooting stars (which I never seen in my life until I thought of you and talked to you and asked for you to watch me or help me and then I saw them twice) The heart shaped clouds I seen twice...The smile in the moon...The bright white sometimes orange bright gleaming stars...The rays in the sky...The beautiful blues I see in the sky...I see so many signs from you...I know it's you...Or I can be thinking of you and say where are you I don't feel you or I need you and a mustang will pull up in front of me...lol...Gene I want you to know that I love you with all my heart & soul...My life will never be the same without you in it...I know you will be with me in spirit for the rest of my life but it's not the same. I thank you everyday for showing me love and thank you for being a part of my life. I know God put us in each others lives all these years for a reason, think about it, I would say it all the time to you. God did this time and time again brought us back to each others life because he knew, he had a plan for us. He knew we were each others soul mate. You truly are my soul mate. I never knew what that meant until you my love. And when I think about God bringing us to each others life over and over I pray to Him & you that when my time comes that we reunite in Heaven and spend eternal life together. I pray that you are holding a spot for me in Heaven and when my time comes you are at the Gates waiting for me with that beautiful smile and open arms welcoming me in. I believe in my heart that we are soul mates & that we will spend eternal life together, this is why God brought us together over and over again over the years, to show us love and what it meant to love unconditionally. This life was not meant for us but I believe we will spend eternal life together and finish what we started here in this life. I just wish I would have seen it a long time ago and opened my heart to you long ago. I think about that a lot and think to myself maybe if I would have opened my heart and took a chance years ago when you wanted me too maybe things could have been different maybe you would be here today...I should have opened my heart to you in 1999 and not been afraid...I was just to scared and afraid and I regret that. But I do have tons of pleasant memories that I can treasure for the rest of my life and I will. So much love & emotion, laughter & tears that I can treasure. I just wish we had more time. I wish we could have lived the life we spoke about. Even though we will not have the life we planned I am thankful for the time we did have together. I love you so very much. I know I say it all day long and how much I miss you but words truly can not express what I mean when I say I love you & I miss you. But I know you feel it...you can see it and feel it...just as I can feel it too...I feel your love daily and I see the signs of love through out the day. And again I thank you for that. I don't know if you come to my dreams every night like I ask of you, cause most of the time I wake to no memory of my dream but I know I can remember 3 so far and I want to thank you for that as well. I just hope that you come to me in my dreams more & I hope I can wake to memory of my dreams of you...And I ask that you please come to me in my dreams, I want to see your face, kiss your lips, hold you in my arms and hear you say you love me. I want to look into your eyes and tell you how much I miss you and how much I love you. When I say my prayers at night I ask God to allow you to come to me in my dreams. So please honey if you can please do so, cause when I do dream of you and I wake the next day with memory of the dream I have a good day well not good but a decent day, it gets me through. I am going to try to get some sleep...I love you Gene with all my heart & soul. I pray that you rest peacefully with love and serenity. I will love you for all eternity. And I ask that you please watch over me, your Mom, Dad, Laurie, Eddie, Brendan, Christian, Elmo, Eric & Jay...we all need you right now and need your love & your strength to help us get through. Good night sweetie. Sweet Dreams in Heaven. I love you for all eternity. You are a part of my soul that completes me. Thank You Gene from the bottom of my heart...I <3 U...
I'm Spending Christmas With Jesus Christ This Year Author Unknown
I see the countless Christmas trees Around the world below, With tiny lights like heaven's stars Reflecting in the snow. The sight is so spectacular Please wipe away that tear For I'm spending Christmas With Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs That people hold so dear But earthly music can't compare With the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you The joy their voices bring For it's beyond description To hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me, Trust God and have no fear For I'm spending Christmas With Jesus Christ this year. I can't tell you of the splendor Or the peace here in this place. Can you imagine Christmas With our Savior, face to face? May God uplift your spirit As I tell Him of your love Then pray for one another As you lift your eyes above. So let your hearts be joyful And let your spirits sing For I'm spending Christmas in Heaven And I'm walking with the king!
Happy 2 Months in Heaven My Angel Baby / Tina Dore (His Doggie :) )Read >>
Happy 2 Months in Heaven My Angel Baby / Tina Dore (His Doggie :) )
My Love, today is 2 months that you are in Heaven and it feels like yesterday. I still can't believe you are gone. My Sugar Lips is not here with me. I feel you in Spirit Gene I truly do and I thank you for that. There are times your Spirit is so strong that I feel like I can reach out and grab you. I wish I could. I wish I could wrap my arms around you and tell you how much I love you. I want to tell you what you mean to me. I know we weren't all so great at telling each other how we felt, only at moments of true sincerity. I will treasure those moments. I know you showed me love and I know that was the best way you could express it. Your actions spoke louder than words. Lately I have been thinking a lot about our minor arguements and when I would tell you that I didn't love you, these are the only regrets I have. I know you know now that I never meant them it was only out of hurt & anger. I always Loved you and loved you for years. You were the most special thing in my life for the past 18 years. When you left us you took a part of me. I lost half of my soul, you are my soul mate. I never knew what that meant until you sweetie. I never knew love existed until you. I never knew I could love someone uncondtionally and not be selfish, until you my love. I know you watch over me, your Mom, your Dad, Laurie & Brendan & Eddie. Gene all of our lives have changed since you left us. Our lives will never be the same. You left a void in our lives and an empty spot in our hearts. This emptiness can never be replaced or mended. I guess in time you learn how to cope, how to deal with this void. But honey I don't know if that will ever happen. It seems like it never will. I feel my void will be fulfilled when my time comes and we reunite in Heaven. I always promised to Love you and to protect you to the best of my ability. I promise to make sure your name lives on for as long as I shall live. And you know me Gene, lol when I say something I mean it and I want it done perfect. I always wanted the best for you. I wanted happiness for you. If I could have taken half or all your pain away I would have in a heartbeat, just to have you here with us. I replay your voicemails & read your text messages over and over daily. I miss your voice. I miss you calling me by my nick name that you named me. I don't let anyone call me them only Laurie :) I stop people when they say it and tell them don't ever call me that again. Only my Baby Gene can call me that. And since I can't hear you call me it, Laurie comforts me when she does. I hope you like the 2 tattoos I got for you. I know you were looking down smiling and blushing and saying T, your crazy :) and the answer is yes I am crazy in love with you. I will always be crazy in love with you. My love will never fade. My heart will never stop aching and the tears are never ending. The only comfort I get is knowing you are finally at peace and happy. I know your in Heaven with a beautiful smile on your face daily. I know you will never frown again. I know you come to me daily and I love you for that. You know it's funny sometimes I see Gia looking in the corner of the room and staring at nothing, and I say Gia where's Gene and she looks right back to that spot in the room. And I think to myself she sees him, he is here with me. Your Gia-Baby I know she sees you :) You know they say Dogs have a sense and you loved Gia and I know she sees you sweetie. I will never forget the time you slept with her in your arms all night. I wish I had a picture of that. You and her were so peaceful snuggling together. My 2 angels wrapped in eachothers arms. My God Gene I can't take this pain that aches in my heart. It actually feels like my heartache will never mend. I spent Saturday with Brendan and he always brings a smile to my face. He makes me laugh all the time. Your tiger reminds me of you so0o0o much. He is the most adorable boy I have ever met. He is so full of emotion and so extremely smart. The sincere kind words he tells me comforts me so much. On Saturday he said to me tell that car dealership Brendan said you better give my Aunt her money back. I almost cried when he said that. He looked at me and said is that ok I call you my Aunt. Gene I was so honored that he said that. A tear came to my eyes, it was so touching. He told me maybe if God didn't want Uncle Gene and he didn't go to the light you and Uncle Gene could have gotten married and you could've been my Aunt. His words are so touching and they move me. It's moments like that I think to myself, why couldn't God help you & allow you to stay here with us. Maybe if we both would have worked out our issues we could have had the life we planned. Maybe with God & prayers and us bothing working on issues I could've become Mrs. Bungay lol & we could have had a little Gene of our own :). But I know this is not possible now. I so wish we would have had a Little Gene before you left us. I would have a part of you with me forever. I just want to let you know Gene I love you dearly and I will always love you for the rest of my life. You are my soul mate and I will never find that again cause I know friendships, relationships come and go but when you find your soulmate that never comes & goes. It forever remains and happens once in a lifetime and that is if your lucky. Some people never find their soulmate. I found mine and I am one of the lucky ones. I love you baby always & forever. I will love you for all eternity.
Forever my Love. / Tina Dore
Gene, I love you so much & miss you like crazy. Not a day or moment goes by that you are not in my thoughts. You are my heart, my soul, my everything. You were my rock, my safe place, my protector. You thought that I was your rock & didn't see that you were mine. I will forever miss your laughter, your beautiful smile, your sense of humor, your tender kisses & your warm embrace. I will forever miss the love you gave me. Your love was like no other & no one will ever compare. I miss our long late night heart to heart talks. No one will ever replace you. My life will never be the same without you, until we meet again I will try to stay strong. Your strength will live on through me & help me through this time of grieving, I know this. I made promises to you and I will follow through with them. I pray to you every night to be with me in spirit to guide & protect me. I know you are right where you wanted to be & I know you no longer suffer. All your suffering is gone. I know you are finally at Peace, that is all you longed for. I love you baby & miss you with all my heart. Until we meet again in Heaven please be with me daily, guide me & protect me, love me as you did & I promise to love you. You are Forever My Love. Close
Memories of Uncle Gene and his Tiger / Brendan Cowan (Nephew)Read >>
Memories of Uncle Gene and his Tiger / Brendan Cowan (Nephew)
Uncle Gene was a very great uncle. I Know that he wrote to my mom that he would try to be a great uncle 9 years ago when I was born. He made me feel very happy. He loved me very much. Sometimes he liked to play rough with me but I liked it. He always called me his little tiger. I remeber all the things he reallly liked. He liked video games, movies, downloading music, and listening to his cds and most of all he liked talking to me.I remember when he went to the arcade with me. We made plans to go to the arcade again but then he died and it was to late. A few weeks before his death I called him and he said he was sad and that I cheered him up by calling him. If I could only see him again. I remember when he watched a scary movie with me I was a little scared but uncle Gene wasn't. Since I am making a band with my friends I will write a song about him. I remember a few years ago he gave me a stuffed tiger that Im trying to find. Even though hes dead he never left. I will miss him for all eternity. Love, Brendan Close
Sometimes you can't make it on your own / TiNa Read >>
Sometimes you can't make it on your own / TiNa
This song was put on the CD's I made for Gene in June 05...and how true this song is...I wish I could've taken some of the punches for you, I'd take them all if I could have you here today...You don't have to go thru life alone. This song means so much and how often I played it for him to listen to the words and understand how I wanted to help heal his pain, take his pain away all of it...I miss you Gene so very much...I will always love you forever and always...
Tough, you think you've got the stuff You're telling me and anyone You're hard enough
You don't have to put up a fight You don't have to always be right Let me take some of the punches For you tonight
Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone
And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own
We fight all the time You and I...that's alright We're the same soul I don't need...I don't need to hear you say That if we weren't so alike You'd like me a whole lot more
Listen to me now I need to let you know You don't have to go it alone
And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone Sometimes you can't make it on your own
I know that we don't talk I'm sick of it all Can - you - hear - me - when - I - Sing, you're the reason I sing You're the reason why the opera is in me...
Where are we now? I've still got to let you know A house still doesn't make a home Don't leave me here alone...
And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you that makes it hard to let go Sometimes you can't make it on your own Sometimes you can't make it The best you can do is to fake it Sometimes you can't make it on your own
The hosting of this website is sponsored by Tina M. Dore. I love you Gene, forever in my heart. You are so loved & so very much missed. Until we meet again in Heaven you will be forever my love.
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Gene loved this song wanted it as his entrance song for boxing-Creed-My Sacrifice
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